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hey yall just thought id update (yah at 2 in the morning cuz im still awake doin hw lol) n cuz i just feel the need 2 write at the moment...omg sooo much has happened since my last update. the friday i wrote the last entry, i ended up going to continental w/ bobby, rooney, carly, laura, n some other people that i didnt really know...we almost didnt get in cuz there were so many of us but finally the 5 of us went up n the others left. jon n clark n a whole big group ended up showing up n gettin asked 2 leave but we managed 2 keep clark who was drunk off his ass lol the guys who lived in the apartment tried 2 kick him out a couple times n finally i could tell clark wasnt doin good...he ended up pukin in the hall n almost gettin his ass kicked but we managed 2 get him back 2 gries safely (w/ carly n me escorting him lol) n he was fine l8r...sat the fam came n we had lunch at red robin in the valley which was good...im sooo glad i got 2 see jess again cuz i havent seen her in 4ever n i got 2 see her room 2 which was cool. the wicked was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!! if u havent seen it n u get the opportunity, GO!!!! it was just...wow! lol n afterwards we went 2 dinner on the hill at charlie guittos. it turned out 2 b a LOT nicer of a restaurant than i expected but it was still good n the whole patrick meeting my parents thing went well. afterwards alyssa didnt feel good so we ended up stayin in my room n watched the butterfly effect w/ patrick...sun i went 2 church in west county at a lutheran church n then 2 lunch at p.f. changs which was pretty much amazing. my parents bought me a suitcase so i could actually bring clothes home 4 thanxgiving n a full length mirror 4 my room :) i had class monday n tuesday n then rode home w/ scott 4 thanxgiving. i got 2 visit my mommy at her new job at the hospital n then clark n his friend chris stopped in bloomington on their way back to chi-town. we had dinner at panera n that was fun! :) tuesday night i went to alyssa's youth symphony concert which was actually really good. then i slept for like 14 hours n i didnt get up until 2:45 on wed when alyssa came home from school...it was pretty much amazing tho! then she n i went n saw rent-also pretty much amazing (ok so thats like my favorite phrase but its true!) i hung w/ the fam on wed night...thursday was thanksgiving n we went 2 pontiac 4 lunch w/ the rathbun gang n then back 2 grandpa n mary's. that actually went better than i thought n was a good day. friday alyssa n i got up early 2 go shopping w/ my mom 4 christmas presents n she n i were gonna go 2 chicago n shop at woodfield...that didnt work out since my mom found out i had homework n made me go home "to study" which was actually just another nap lol but alyssa n i still road tripped it 2 chi-town 4 her friend danny's eagle scout ceremony-that was really neat. i didnt get 2 see patrick or clark or jon or my other chicagoan slu friends but since it was snowing that was prolly better...sat i did homework n then went to fairbury. i spent the nite at grandma n grandpas w/ alyssa n britt n brad. we played cards n it was just a lot of fun! sunday we had thanxgiving at grandma n grandpas n i came back 2 slu 2 get reunited w/ my slu family...the first few days back were hell 4 me cuz i had soooo much 2 do but it was finally over by wed. not everything went that well but o well i guess cuz its over. wednesday night i went to 2C n drank n then went 2 the basketball game w/ laura, sarah, bobby digital, jon, clark, brady, n a couple other guys. they were a lil rowdy but it was a good time. thursday night i had dinner w/ laura at salsaritas. i love that girl! she is the best roommate ever!!! friday night i had dinner at salaritas again (meal plan night!!!) i went w/ chrissy n 2 of her friends but ended up stayin n talkin 2 bobby n rooney n her friend rachel n his friend kevin diamond 4ever. (i was at salsaritas 4 more than 2 hours! lol) then i went out w/ bobby n rooney 2 the clubhouse n it was just a lot of fun. it was ladies night from 9-11 which meant free drinks!!! :) good night...i did get 2 see patrick 4 a lil bit when i came back n then drew n i hung out 4 awhile. saturday i didnt get up until 2PM n i went 2 salsaritas w/ jourdan, luna, suzy, mollie, laura, chrissy, sarah, n jerry. also fun because it was my 10G girlies (n jerry lol) n duh im a salsaritas addict! i had a big much needed talk w/ chrissy. i love that girl sooo much! dont know what id do without her! i ended up goin 2 patricks room n he n i decided 2 get chinese food. wow...iv been missing out for 18 years on having chinese food delivered. but yah we ended up just hanging out in his room n drinking bacardi 151 (75% alcohol!) n playin cards 4 a really long time...i came back at like midnight (drunk of course!) n then talked w/ my 10G girlies n elise in the hall then watched win a date w/ tad hamilton w/ molly n becky in becky's room :) good times...today i got up n had a talk w/ patrick....4 ne of u who may be wondering or want updates he n i decided 2 just b friends. hes not ready 2 commit 2 bein in a relationship or having a girlfriend n he didnt wanna hurt me n i wasnt willing 2 compromise cuz i wanted either a relationship or 2 just b friends so thats all we r now...kinda disappointing n im sad n upset but idk maybe this will work out better. only time will tell. i then had a big talk w/ laura bout my night n her crazy night. that n the pasta roni i cooked made me feel a lil better. did i mention shes like the best roommate ever? lol i did laundry today too-only 6 loads lol but i really needed 2 n i did dishes 2. on the way back from doin laundry i ran into clark n he ended up coming n hanging out in my room 4 awhile. then we went to sarah's room n him, me, sarah, n laura played a sexual version of 20 questions kinda which was wierd, awkward, n embarassing, but yet fun 2. we all hung out 4 a long time n then i ended up goin down 2 clarks room 2 talk. i didnt realize how much i missed him n how much he means 2 me...christmas break without him is gonna b hard. i have a feeling i could b spending a lot of my break in chi-town. but idk my talk w/ clark just made me feel a lot better-prolly one of the best conversations iv ever had in my life. n i guess i really just needed 2 write that but yall got 2 hear bout my past 2 weeks 2 n im sure u loved it! lol but yah thats whats up in my life. 2 more weeks of classes-iv got 2 finals on fri the 16th n 2 more on mon the 19th then im done n comin home!!! :) i missed yall back in b-town. neways i just gotta get thru 2 more weeks of complete n total hell. i guess i should go so i can get sum sleep...sumthin i wont b doin a lot of in the near future. good night!

to anyone who actually reads my xanga:

I retract the statement that Bob Mitchell Jr. is a "fucking douchebag." I do not retract my hatred for him because I do still hate the man. I understand that not everyone feels that way and that's fine. Obviously he liked you more than he liked me, you were a favorite, or you just got treated better than I did. I will probably have issues with that man forever but I realize not all of you do. Whatever...everyone is an individual entitled to their own opinions. I do not dislike or disrespect you if you do like the man, I just do not agree with you. Sorry to anyone who this angered, I just happened to be in an angry mood when I filled out the survey.

to socket2008:

obviously you are a cowardly loser or you would've been brave enough to reveal your identity. Too bad you have to waste your time reading the xangas of people you don't know that well because if you knew me then I would know you. 1. Bob Mitchell Jr. is NOT the best director ever or else he wouldn't play favorites and treat people like shit-and no not just me and my sister. 2. My sister's acting does NOT suck and I'm sorry you're so jealous that she's better than you. 3. How we handle situations is our own choice and I can assure you that that's not the only way we've "dealt" with the situation. 4. Alyssa did not just "skip" rehearsal, she happens to be involved in an activity for the elite of music that she could not miss which was not her choice. 5. You sound like Bob Mitchell Jr. and if you really are Bob Mitchell Jr. I feel incredibly sorry that you have to waste your time reading the xangas of ex-students who you hated anyways. I'd say more but since I'm not really a bitch, just a girl looking for fairness in life, I can't. Whoever you are, I am going to choose to be the better person and not name call and insult someone who I don't even know.

well since im postin 2day itll b less than a month between posts lol...actually i tried 2 post like 2 weeks ago but my stupid computer didnt cooperate..grrrr...neways i saw this on sams xanga n i decided id put it on mine! enjoy! n if u wanna know what else has been goin on in my life lately ull have 2 talk 2 me! ;) ~jess

1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Buland
2. Last person you kissed: Drew
3. Last word you said: When are you leaving?-cuz Sarah's goin 2 Mizzou 4 the weekend
4. Last song you sang: Bittersweet Symphony as Laura n I watched Cruel Intentions
5. Last person you hugged: Laura
6. Last thing you laughed at: umm...Mollie's friend who's interested in a much older guy prolly

8. What's in your CD player: nothing....i use iTunes now
9. What socks are you wearing: pink slippers
10. What's under your bed: the futon n whatever happens 2 b on it (at the moment Laura n some blankets n pillows)
11. Current status: tired
12. Current taste: chocolate chip cookie :) i love my mommy
13. Current hair style: pony tail...it kinda looks like crap really lol
14. Current clothes: my fav gray American Eagle sweatpants, Tri-Valley Sweet Sixteen T-shirt, Illinois hoodie